乱想

• 这两天又在重新看家畜人鸦俘，发现好多以前没有注意到的点子。譬如：

     “如从特定人士的肉体采集液体──血液、淋巴液、什么都行，通常都用尿液──再放进物质复制机内，一面稳定地复制并补充同质性的液体，一面与畜乳混匀。一般而言液体让小肠吸收的同时，会在大脑的固定部位──视床下部的局部──注射一种脑波感促进剂，也就是传导荷尔蒙（telepormone<telepathy+hormone>)，ＩＱ（智能指数）高的鸦俘，会在那个部位产生一处能够接受他人思想脑波的神经中枢。

  
  

  　　特定使用者的体液被小肠吸收后，混入之中关始发挥作用，於是活体家具只能接收该名使用者的脑波讯息。为维持它的读心功能，必须经常将体液混杂在畜乳中，加上复制机制的协助，只要从人体上采集一次即可。

  
  

  　　读心功能化的家具，自我意识将被消灭。虽会殁留一些潜在的记忆，却无法进行独立的思考，除了肉体之外，精神方面也丧失个体性，形同人类四肢的延长曾经使用者赋予过读心功能，若要将之抹消，重新让其他使用者赋予读心功能，以邑司的脑波科学来说是不可能的。家具的精神隶属於使用者，使用者死亡，家具也会随之死，──不家具的肉体不会死亡，而是痴呆化，无法为其他人类所利用，因此会被施以殉死处分（从物废弃）。这就是读心家具。”

  
  

  这是在暗示消化系统的重新结构可以改变人类意识与精神状况么？那么生殖系统的重组也会改变精神。这就是先从肉体着手从而改变精神状况的方法。这样本体的“我”就像橡皮泥一样可以随意捏造。一个人的精神状态受肉体状态所暗示的例子现实生活中有很多。所以佛经里才会提出什么是本我的说法，说其实无论是肉体还是所谓的精神都不是本我，真正的“我”其实是能意识到周遭的环境、自我的肉体与精神的那个站在最高处俯察全局的东西。那个处于绝对自由不受束缚状态下的东西。

  
  

  我一直是相信人是分等级分层次的，不同层次的人的理解能力和意识状态，能量属性都是不一样的。物以类聚，人以群分。低层次的人就吸引低层次的人群或是自动融入低层次的人群，vice versa. 每个人的下意识行为也会散发出气味来吸引同类，和排斥异类。我觉得这种层次分化的现象只存在于高等动物里。人与动物的分界点就是该物种是否能够自我反省。对于不能自我反省的物种，层次分化的体现就在于捕食----高层次的物种以低层次的物种为食物；对于人类这种具有自我反省能力的高等动物，层次分化的体现在于控制--高层次的人类以明显或不明显的方式控制低层次的人类。所以达尔文的优胜劣汰适者生存的法则放到了高等动物群体内，就变成了在生存竞争中的输者不是被淘汰而是被赢者控制，形成一个相对稳定的状态。

  
  

  前几天看了一部叫《恐怖游轮》的电影，是关于loop的，尊的是无穷无尽的绝望的Loop。这部电影里有一个点很吸引我，就是主人公女生不断地想逃离Loop不断想反叛命运，但是连她试图逃离Loop反叛命运的行为也是这一个大loop的一个部分，这就相当地恐怖了，让人感到终极的绝望。所以，真正的牛逼的控制者是能够很好地平衡一切反叛和争议的。并且很令人绝望又精彩地能利用起反叛的因素来，使整个系统充实完善，最终得以进化到最高的刀枪不入的境界。这又有点像前段时间的一个动画《psycho-pass》里所描述的一样，dominator利用了一个个由于本身的bug产生的突变体（即反叛者）完成自身的进化，最后达到不可征服的终极控制者形态。这才是最聪明的计策。

  
  

  想来我们人生也一直都是在被动地重复着无穷无尽的Loop，所以佛经里说菩萨是跳出三界外不在五行中的。就是说他们都是能够脱离不停地loop的最高层次的人。佛经永远都是以一种看似消极实则最积极的方式让人发现真相。

  
  

  Random Thoughts

  I am reading “Yapoo-the human cattle” these days and find out some interesting points I wasn’t aware of previously. It implies that human mind and mentality can be shifted by the reconstruction of the digestive system. If that’s true, they can be transformed by the reconstruction of reproductive system as well. This is a method to change the mentality by setting off from the physical. So the so-called ID can be molded random just like plasticine. There are loads of examples showing how humanity’s mentality is under the influence of their flesh characteristic. So in Buddhism sutra there are some explicit explanations of what the ID is. It said the authentic ID is supposed to be the intangible stuff which stands on the top overlooking holistically and can be conscious of the existence and transformation of our flesh, mentality and the surroundings, rather than be it our physical or our so-called mentality. It should not be under any kind of control and constraint.
  
  

  I hold a belief all along that human being is divided into several levels. The perception and comprehension ability, mentality situation, power attribute of people in different levels are definitely distinct. Just as the birds of a feather flocking together, people in the lower levels attract those in the same level or automatically blend into group, vice versa. Our subconscious actions can also attract homogeneousness and exclude heterogeneousness. I think this level-shaped phenomenon only exists in higher animals. The critical point which can distinguish humanity and other animals is whether it can introspect. As for the animals which cannot introspect, the embodiment of levels is predation—the higher species eat the lower species. As for the humanity who has the ability to introspect, it is manipulation—the higher-level individuals manipulate the lower obviously or unobviously. So in higher animals such as humanity, the darwin’s rule ”survival for the fittest “ is embodied by this phenomenon—the losers in the competition will not dead or be eliminated, they will be manipulated and led to form a stable state by the winners.   
  
  

  I saw a movie named “triangle” the other day, which is regarding loop. It is really endless loop in it. The most appealing point in it is when the lady lead continually struggles to rebel and escape from her loop fate, she figure out that her rebellious behavior is an integrated part of the whole loop. That made me particularly terrified and got a touch of the ultimate desperation. I believe the most gifted controllers are those who have the ability to balance all controversy and rebellion. And considerably, they are able to take advantage of the rebellious aspect to make the overall system fulfilled and improved, then evolve into an invulnerable and perfect state. It rings me of the animated TV-series “psycho-pass” I watched a couple of months ago. In the plot, the dominator completes its evolution by taking advantage and benefit from every rebel generated from its own bugs. Then it becomes an ultimately unconquerable dominator. I am into the story line and believe it is just the most intelligent strategy.   
  
  

  So maybe our life is bound to be in an endless loop. I figure out why in Buddhism sutra it says the Bodhisattvas are all living out of this world. They are individuals who can get rid of the life loops in average people and can possess the highest level.